okay so i came back from training on December 17th and i was so excited to come home. but right now i'm starting to forget why i wanted to be back home. maybe to be with family i guess? i dont know but i think my heart just wanted to "visit" home and not actually stay home and not do anything like what i am doing now. it fucking sucks here man and i am not doing jack shit. i am trying to look for a job so i can at least earn some money on the side. but jobs are slow here.

my next move is to move to california for good. i am just waiting for my unit to release me so i can move to another station in california. but until then, im still looking for a job.

another move i am thinking of making is to switch over to the active duty side of the army. when i was in training, i loved the lifestyle. and i also loved the paycheck on the 1st and the 15th. lol. so i was thinking of switching over. and the benefits are over the top.

but then again...i want to go to school too. and i hate talking to my friends that are already done with their first semester of college and they're all talking about their classes and here i am...yet to know about what it's like to be in college. UGH. i want to major in pediatric nursing and minor in psychology. but i still want to pursue my dreams of being a photographer. i dont know, but these past couple of weeks have been so hectic.

im sorry i havent been updating and adding new photos and stuff. i got a lot. but i am waiting on my CS4....so hold tight deviants!


btw, i missed all of ya'll.